Tuesday, August 21, 2007

That's it....I QUIT!!

No, not really, but I want to! I am chaning my weigh-in day to Wednesday. I've had it. I lost .4 and that's not good enough! I am sick of trying to lose weight, I really am! It's so hard and I don't see the results, although my friends do. I'm just not sure I believe them, I think they are just telling me what I want to hear. UGH! ANOTHER pity party, I'm sick of this. It really is a slow and painful journey, isn't it? I know I will get through this, it's just taking longer than I wanted it to. I am still trying to do this on my own. I have seriously thought about trying Alli, but I know that isn't going to really teach me anything! I also know, and have yet to follow through when I need to, that I have to get on my Gazelle at least 3 times a week to start my exercise routine. Ok, I'm going now, maybe I'll find a HUGE something naughty and eat it!! No, I'm not really going to do that, I promise!!


dizzydazey said...

{{HUGS!}} It really can be a slow and painful journey, but you know it's totally worth it.

Try blogging as much as possible - I promise it helps me stay OP and motivated when I know that I you gals to be accountable to.

Good Luck!!

Swizzlepop said...

You're not alone, we've all been there. I'm there. I hear so many people talk about losing 10lbs in their first month and it took me almost 3! But I haven't given up and you can't either. Blog, read the blogs, post even if it's just a menu.
Do your gazelle. I'll even try and do it with you if you want. I have an elliptical at home that so far I've managed to use twice in 2 weeks which is HUGE for me.
Have you see the push up challenge that is going on between jnylle and 50 lbs in 50 weeks? http://50infifty.blogspot.com/2007/08/pushup-challenge-cont.html

I will totally do that with you on our machines (and a little slower please! 22 minutes on that machine and I am dripping sweat and about to die). But if you want to hold each other accountable for so many miles a week or minutes I will do it with you! :)